There’s never a day when I can rest
It all falls apart but I’m trying my best
The darkness surrounds me, but I fight back
I hold onto the train as it slides of the track
I need to keep the tower standing up straight
I’m always concerned that I might be too late
I feel left out, but I know what I must do
Because I’m the only one that they can always turn to
I’m one of the pack, it’s where I belong
I’m the support of the building so I have to be strong
Please don’t leave me, I’m too afraid
There are just too many decisions to be made
Everyday it’s the same, I watch them fall apart
All because of a secret they keep locked up in their heart
Pointless hours of work, with nothing to show
The problems keep coming as fast as they go
In their eyes I see sparks that I’m missing in mine
I don’t understand, but go along like everything’s fine
But it’s not, now I’m being bound by an invisible string
I could break away at any time but then begin and end with nothing
I wish I could do more to help ease all the pain
I don’t have good advice but I’ll still try to stop the rain
I cup my hands, but the sand still slips through
It’s hard to separate what I know from what’s fake to what’s true
I turn out the lights and fall into a dream
Nothing makes sense, it’s not what it seems
I will not speak unless spoken to, I will not betray
I wish all the dark broken glass would just go away
Sometimes I feel separated from my little pack
I struggle in my confusion, trying to find my way back
I never know what will happen next
We don’t follow a script and we ignore the text
Why can’t they be happy? How can I make them smile?
No matter how close we are, I’m separated by a mile
Just when I think I understand, things go and change
And the arrows falls short by my lack of range
I’m prodding the embers and taking a fall
I’m being stretched like elastic but I can’t feel it at all
They’re always right, and I’m always wrong
I’m afraid I’ll shatter into pieces before too long
I don’t have enough water to quench the fire
Even though I tell the truth, I feel like a liar
I hate myself because I can’t change fate
I try to hold onto the string because it might not be too late
I can’t be perfect, I can’t be the best
But at least I can make a little difference to the rest
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